attempts by jumping

Discussion in 'General Chat' started by wastemotel, Nov 13, 2017 at 8:44 AM.

  1. wastemotel

    wastemotel New Member

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    i walked to a shopping centre near my college. it was 5 storeys high. i wanted time to deliberate but as soon as i swung a foot over the railing, about 5 people from the salon below started yelling at me. i couldn't jump with them all looking at me, and it all suddenly seemed very stupid. 2 police officers escorted me back to the college
    i still wish i'd had the guts to do it fast. i've never made a proper, proper attempt...
    have any of you jumped? thought about it? or witnessed/known a suicide jumper? i want to hear your side of things.
    it's a method i'd try again if i had the balls.
     
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  2. banan

    banan Drawing Blood

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    fuck that, I'm afraid of heights and agoraphobic. I think the stress of being the center of attention in such a negative circumstance would kill me.

    that said, I don't think you should do it. if you like the thrill maybe try bungee jumping or sky diving. stick around, my friend, you'll find there are things worth living for.
     
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    wastemotel New Member

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    i think i'd love the attention
    & thank you
     
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  4. Dark blonde Ashley Dawn

    Dark blonde Ashley Dawn Drawing Blood

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    Look up a doc called "The Bridge". Was an eye opener for me. Stick around, things get better. And they get shitty again. But then they get better. I just left the funeral of a friend that killed himself last week, my second friend that's done that. It really sucks to see someone you love in a box or never see them again, just an ugly vase that's supposed to be them. I battle myself all the time to keep my head up, this feeling I have right now is why I don' do it. I never want someone to feel that pain, especially the people that actually do love me. Just a little bit of my story, I hope you decide to stay with us.
     
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    wastemotel New Member

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    i love that documentary. stay alive pls
     
  6. CipherAngel

    CipherAngel Drawing Blood

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    I've thought about it before but i would want to make sure it definitely killed me because i'm not doing that just to screw up my body and still live.
     
  7. Dark blonde Ashley Dawn

    Dark blonde Ashley Dawn Drawing Blood

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    Well Yeah! If we thought life sucked before, it would for sure suck after that!
     
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